Understanding

Understanding is something that is very important to me. I like to understand what is going on in my life and why it is going on. I am realizing that sometimes understanding doesn't come. Maybe I am not meant to understand it. Maybe I will understand it later. I am learning to trust that God has his reasons. I don't have to understand them, but I wish I could. It is really hard to understand pain and hurt. I beleive that he is at work in that pain and hurt though. Somehow, someway he will use it in my life for good. I don't understand how right now, but maybe he will reveal that to me someday.